Today is better than yesterday

Well its Wednesday.... I have felt like shit for the last 2 days and it now time to stop....

If you have seen my blog for the past 2 days you know what has happend..

However last night when I was feeling so bad about myself who should im me but a past hook up. A young 26 year old who I must admit is a hottie and who knows what he sees in a 42 year old overweight woman but right now he wants to see me.

I know it is just a fuck and it will always be just a fuck but for the last 2 months he has been wanting to come back because as he says I am sexy and he likes me and he had alot of fun last time he was here. I said yes to come over. Now I am waiting. Lets hope he shows but he does not I will not be upset because he just a fuck after all.

Thanks for the support and letting me rant it has help me and I know things will get better.