Is it me or do men think I am that dumb

In the recent weeks I have been getting im's from some different men. This morning one of them just made me speechless.

We were talking and things were going fine and then all of the sudden he ask me how much a make a month I thought why would he want to know this but I told him anyway(fyi wrong thing to do) because the next question was could I send him some money I thought what the heck so I said no and he kept on asking why did I not care that he needed the money. I thought if you are that much in need sell your computer and stop paying the internet co. I just can't figure that one out.

Then this other guy that I have been talking to keeps wanting to meet me. I finally gave in and said yes. So we set a meeting up and he does not show. This has happend 3 times and everytime he has some excuse (fyi sound like a boy toy I use to know) so as in baseball 3 strikes your out.

Its funny the only man who actually was very nice and talk to me that I would like to meet has not im me in a while and thats ashame.

Polt from Poltspalace keeps telling to lighten up and enjoy life and I am finding that hard to do.

I guess you have to go the the crap before you find something good

Finally the movie RENT is out

Tonight the movie RENT made its debut. I went with Polt from Polt's Palace and a coworker and her boyfriend. I have seen the play some many times I have lost count so needless to say I was worried about the movie. To my surprise it was very good not as good as the show and things were left out but some things were added. I say take your fag or hag or whoever you want to spend time with and see this movie.

Remember there is no day but today

Strange IM's

On 11/15/05 in the early afternoon I was on my computer checking my email and reading Poltpalace's blog and I received an IM from a person that I assume was a man stating that he saw my pic and profile and want to say hello. Well I thought he saw what I look like what the hay. He then started to say that he was 25yrs old and likes older woman (fyi I am 41) I thought well ok then he wanted to know if I want to have some fun. I at this point said sorry I do not do IM hook up and if that is what he was looking for don't waste your time. He said he was sorry and did I want him to leave me alone. I said if you want to chat that was fine it was up to him. He ask if I would be on the computer that night and we could continue our chat. I say look for me but no promises.
So that evening I get home from work and I get on the computer and sure enough I get IM by this young man. He asks if I had given any thought about getting together and having some fun and again I told him I have no idea who you are and its not going to happen. So he kept asking me to hook up with him and I kept saying no. So I think I will not hear from him again but tonight (11/16/05) I come home from work and check my email and read Polt's blog and sure enough this guy IM's me and starts again about hooking up. This time I tell him there is no way this is going to happend sorry you have wasted your time. I then point out you don't even know my name I think he finally got the idea. He then asked what my name was and he actually answer some questions like what to do like to do for fun so I don't know what is going to happend.
Any suggestions

I been a bad blogger

OK so I have not posted anything lately. I really don't have anything to say. I don't want to get on here and piss and moan about my life because there is so many people worst off than me plus my life really is not that bad but when a spend the evening with your fag watching him pull up porn on the computer and helping his young "boyfriend" with his college essay I think I might want to get a life. I think the saddest part of the evening was taking the what is your love style test on the computer and finding out that my love style is violent. Now my fag would this was a great evening now don't get me wrong I love my fag dearly and would not trade him for anything however is this what the rest of my life is going to be like. See this is why I have not posted and I should be ashame. Forgive me and go to poltpalace and read a blog that is hell alot more interesting than mine.